I am the spectacle (see what I did there) of “hot new-mom mess,” but when I look at this picture, I see such strength and beauty. I love how happy / tired I look and my arms are as full as my heart. These days, my boys are growing to where I can barely fit them both on my lap. You will not find a prouder mom of two boys with giant personalities. I’ll take the mess and the aching body any day. The love and laughter far exceed the difficulties. #tbt